End of the Semester

 I can't believe another semester has flown by. I can't believe I'm almost done. I get excited yet nervous just thinking about it. Only a few more days left til I'm off for winter break. I'm starting to get a bit scared though. I hope my grades are good. Then again, I don't hope, I feel that my grades are good. I did work hard this semester and I didn't even skip class as much. Only twice. With each semester I get better at not slacking off. Only my grades will tell if going to class paid off.

 So lets see what I have up for this semester. My first exam is today. I'm not so freaked out about it. I feel as though I have the material covered, so I should be good, right? Next week its 3 more exams than lastly a paper to write. I'm just taking it day by day and not trying to freak out. Staying clam, thinking in simple terms is what helps me get through the most stressful times. Though now a days it him that I think about that constantly gets me through my days.

 A few things I am excited for. One: my mothers birthday is tomorrow. How I miss her so much. I can't wait to see her. Not only that, but my Charlie comes home later on that night. I soo can not wait to be in his arms. Thanksgiving break with him was amazing and I know that Christmas break will be even better. Wow, it'll be my first christmas in a while and I get to spend it with him. :) Makes me look in more forward to it. lol, I even have a christmas tree in my apartment. Go figure.

 There is so much more I wanna say but so little time to say it. (Exam 1 in an hour). Many thoughts are flying through my head. Grades, Christmas break, family, some friends, me. I guess I'm just anxious to be done with this semester and start a new. Lol, I should be studying, I should be focused, but I'm already in that Christmas break mood. But I even though I'm stressed out, I'm fine. I fell like everything is going to turn out okay. Its always a feeling I get when I doubt myself, I'm calm like peaceful feeling. Yea, I think things will turn out okay.