Sunday, November 28, 2010

The good and the bad

 -sigh- I must say that this was probably one of the best Thanksgiving breaks I've had in a long time.  I got to spend it with my baby. The good and bad things about break:

  Good: I finally got to see my boo. :) Such a great week with him too (Though I feel as though it went by really fast >_<). I am truly a lucky women. I've never felt so connected and in love with someone as I do with him. God had truly blessed me with being with this man. I got to meet his family and friends, all of who I've come to really really like and connect with. I can now see where he gets his sense of humor, lol.

Bad: I didn't get to see my Family. It wasn't like I didn't want to. I was able to go home, but the result of that would of been being stuck down there til Saturday in which I would miss a few days of seeing my baby which, and even though this sounds wrong its how I feel, I couldn't allow that to happen. He was only here for a week. (Which he'll be here soon again n_n)

  Its only 2 more weeks left now for this semester. I can't believe it. Im a bit nervous but, I'm excited as well. I want this semester to be over. Thanksgiving break wasn't a good enough break. Well...it was, but I wish it was longer. Christmas break is right around the corner. And seeing him again is soon around the corner. I can't wait to be in his arms again. :)

  Til next time.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

お元気ですか?

 Its been what? 4 or 5 months since my last entry? Well thats what happens when life gets in the way. Hmm.. what to update on?

 School: 3rd year now. Wow, time really has gone by when your in college. I just didn't think it would go by this fast. I finally declared my major. Asian Studies. The classes are becoming more interesting yet even more intense.  Though I'm keeping on top of things.. sometimes I feel lost. Or if what I'm doing is something I really want to do. Depression sure has a way of talking to you. But I can't let my doubts get the best of me. No one said it was going to easy know did they? And besides, isn't that was makes life really interesting in the first place? To go through the good and the bad, to have the experience, to go in blind?  I can make. Only 1 (maybe 2) more years to go. Lets make the best of it. :)

 Relationship: All I can do is smile and warm up just thinking about him. His initials: C.C, His smile: breath-taking, he draws me in... he takes of my mind. I learn from him as he does from me. I can sit there and neither one of us have anything to say and it'll be just as amazing as though were talking. I guess opposites really DO attract huh wolf? ^__^ I get to seem him in 8 days. I'm soo excited to! The more I think about the more anxious I am. I can't wait.

Me: 21 now! WOOT, well I've been 21 for a few weeks now but, it feels so damn good. "I'm a big kid now", lol. Also finally got my license, it took me long enough too. But hey, better late then never.  Met new people, tried new things, changing up my image and I've even started drawing again. I'm slowly coming together each and everyday.

Life in general: Live it the best way I know how. Pushing myself, for once trying not to worry so much, let things take their course.  I know this is a short update and pretty brief but its something to start with to get back into blogging again on the regular. Til next time