Saturday, November 13, 2010

お元気ですか?

 Its been what? 4 or 5 months since my last entry? Well thats what happens when life gets in the way. Hmm.. what to update on?

 School: 3rd year now. Wow, time really has gone by when your in college. I just didn't think it would go by this fast. I finally declared my major. Asian Studies. The classes are becoming more interesting yet even more intense.  Though I'm keeping on top of things.. sometimes I feel lost. Or if what I'm doing is something I really want to do. Depression sure has a way of talking to you. But I can't let my doubts get the best of me. No one said it was going to easy know did they? And besides, isn't that was makes life really interesting in the first place? To go through the good and the bad, to have the experience, to go in blind?  I can make. Only 1 (maybe 2) more years to go. Lets make the best of it. :)

 Relationship: All I can do is smile and warm up just thinking about him. His initials: C.C, His smile: breath-taking, he draws me in... he takes of my mind. I learn from him as he does from me. I can sit there and neither one of us have anything to say and it'll be just as amazing as though were talking. I guess opposites really DO attract huh wolf? ^__^ I get to seem him in 8 days. I'm soo excited to! The more I think about the more anxious I am. I can't wait.

Me: 21 now! WOOT, well I've been 21 for a few weeks now but, it feels so damn good. "I'm a big kid now", lol. Also finally got my license, it took me long enough too. But hey, better late then never.  Met new people, tried new things, changing up my image and I've even started drawing again. I'm slowly coming together each and everyday.

Life in general: Live it the best way I know how. Pushing myself, for once trying not to worry so much, let things take their course.  I know this is a short update and pretty brief but its something to start with to get back into blogging again on the regular. Til next time

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