First day back from spring break, yay! Is it strange that I'm actually happy at the fact that I'm back in school? Maybe, but then again when you don't have a car nor the funds (Broke college student) it can be pretty a boring break. Boring? Yes. Relaxing? Very. Even though it may have been boring it sure was a break that I needed. Then again who wouldn't need a break if they been going to school straight out of high school? I'm not trying to brag or seek attention. (I try more to avoid attention really).Then again when I think about spring break was more like a tease. I do enjoy sleeping in. Though now that I think about that, I don't even sleep in as much. I can barley stay asleep past 10am. 9:30am since last week. Other thoughts on my mind? School, grades, future, my life.
6 more weeks til the end of the term and the end of my 2nd year here. Wow, I'm going to be a junior soon. Excited? Yes, Scared? Very much so. I am looking forward to no one really being here for summer though. 4 beautiful months of a just about empty campus. I love here being in the summer. Warm, no one really here, beautiful.
Other thoughts on my mind? My future, and what the hell I want to do with it. I still have two more years but still. Its scary. Lets see if I can really make. I know I can because I can see myself in the future, doing things. I can do this...right?
Brandon...-smiles-. He and I are strong as ever regardless of how our lives are at the moment.. I still get though butterflies in stomach when I think about him. Sweet? yes, Corny? I think so. Some times I'm still amazed how far I've come from being who I was back in high school and who I was with. To be honest? I wouldn't try to changed anything that has happened to me in my life. I'm content where I am for a moment. Whether than thinking of the things I want but can't have right now, how I want me life, I'm thinking of how far and what I do have in my life.
Random thoughts. Just random thoughts. じゃ。
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