Anyone up for being friends?

Well today sure was an interesting day. I've come to realize I've got alot of anger and other emotions bottled up that is slowly starting to release itself. Which to be honest I'm so glad now. This year has not been the greatest I believe. But I'm trying to make the best of it. But now? I'm starting to not give a french toast anymore. That's right, I'm slowly starting to change me life. That includes the people I do hang out with now and those who I use to hang out with it in the past. I realized that I'm actually glad I got out of my city and into college. It's opened up so much for me. And it's also made me realize that some friends that I thought were good friends, really weren't.

 It's time I moved on and find some more friends. Only two or three people from my old town and life will remain in my new and current one. I will not speak of them because they know who they are. My old friends will never change. I noticed that. Their doing the same old thing they've been doing for the past two years since I first left for college. And I've made new friends that are actually doing things with your life. I'm glad I've moved on or I would of been stuck there doing nothing with my life.

   Its time for me to change and shape up my life. Its time to start a life with a new me. ^___^

Brief Update

2 finals to prepare for, 1 skit to memorize, 3 grades to worry about, 4 weeks til the end. So much is on my plate right now. Getting my grades up while I can. Working more hours. Getting things ready for Spring and Summer as well as the 1st semester of next school.

  So much that has to be done and so little time. >.< Time to put my running shoes on and start this race til the end.

How are your classes? What are your goals?

I'm in a chipper mood today. A good mood. My grades are better than I thought, go figure. I'm losing weight (Yay) and I'm starting to think in a positive mood as well.

My goals by the time the semester ends:
* Get at least all B's in my classes, Maybe an A in Animation if I keep everything up.
* Get my freaking License! I'm 20 damn years old, I will not be 21 without a license, I refuse!
* Continue to save my money (Which is working finally after 3 years, lol.
* Loose weight, well more like keep in shape.
* Work on myself as a person.

I know I can complete all these goals. Lord give me strength, lol. Ready. Set. GO!!

What was your day like today?

First day back from spring break, yay! Is it strange that I'm actually happy at the fact that I'm back in school? Maybe, but then again when you don't have a car nor the funds (Broke college student) it can be pretty a boring break. Boring? Yes. Relaxing? Very. Even though it may have been boring it sure was a break that I needed. Then again who wouldn't need a break if they been going to school straight out of high school? I'm not trying to brag or seek attention. (I try more to avoid attention really).Then again when I think about spring break was more like a tease. I do enjoy sleeping in. Though now that I think about that, I don't even sleep in as much. I can barley stay asleep past 10am. 9:30am since last week. Other thoughts on my mind? School, grades, future, my life.

6 more weeks til the end of the term and the end of my 2nd year here. Wow, I'm going to be a junior soon. Excited? Yes, Scared? Very much so. I am looking forward to no one really being here for summer though. 4 beautiful months of a just about empty campus. I love here being in the summer. Warm, no one really here, beautiful.

Other thoughts on my mind? My future, and what the hell I want to do with it. I still have two more years but still. Its scary. Lets see if I can really make. I know I can because I can see myself in the future, doing things. I can do this...right?

Brandon...-smiles-. He and I are strong as ever regardless of how our lives are at the moment.. I still get though butterflies in stomach when I think about him. Sweet? yes, Corny? I think so. Some times I'm still amazed how far I've come from being who I was back in high school and who I was with. To be honest? I wouldn't try to changed anything that has happened to me in my life. I'm content where I am for a moment. Whether than thinking of the things I want but can't have right now, how I want me life, I'm thinking of how far and what I do have in my life.

Random thoughts. Just random thoughts. じゃ。