"Its the most wonderful time of the year"

 Good evening fellow bloggers,

  Another update on whats going on it my life. Still doing my daily routine. I miss a few days of working out, but I'm making up for them eventually. I'm kinda in a rut at the moment though. While I am getting better at thinking positive and working on my goals and such, I'm getting a bit down on looking for work. I've been out here for about 4 months now, well it will in on the 15th and I've given it alot of thought. By the end of December, if I don't find work, I'm going to move back to Michigan, or maybe some where else.

  I can't afford it much longer out here without some flow of income coming in at a steady flow, ya know? I knew it was going to be hard, but damn. I've been doing alot of reading and it turns that along with myself and friends who've graduated this year, 12.1 million others are in the same boat as man. I never thought it was that bad, yea know? But then again I was in College and had a job thanks to work-study. How I miss that work-study, lol. I just gotta have faith that I will find something. I much as I do hate this place, I don't wanna leave Chris. I've waited a freaking year and half to be with him, I can't just turn in now after all this time. And.. the thought of even moving back home and going back to LDR, scares the crap out of me. Idk if we will actually last if I do go back. I want us to, but given how things were going near the end of our LDR, I don't want it to be the thing that ends our relationship, especially when our 2 year anniversary is coming up! This Thursday. I can't believe it. This will beat my 2nd longest and and 3rd serious relationship. This one has been the toughest too. L.D isn't for everyone so I'm very proud we were able to make it. :)

 Besides that, I was finally able to go to the movies and see a few: Looper, very good by the way, I recommend it and Resident Evil: Retribution, as a very good. Probably the best one out of the series. And last night, I saw Cabin in the woods: I still don't know what to say about that, and Mirror Mirror, which I loved by the way. Juila Roberts did an amazing job as the queen.

 As for drawing? I'm currently practicing my anatomy of both male and females and such, I'm taking a break from my current picture that I was working on. Other than that, just making it through everyday.
 
Life.