Been a minute, well awhile since my last entry. Currently I am in L.A visiting my fiancee before my last year of school begins. Since I really have nothing to do, and all I've been doing is watching tv I figured I'd write out what I'm feeling. This summer was I guess.. plain in a way. I took spring classes then worked for the summer term, saving money for my trip out here. I admit, I've had my ups and downs and still am.
My first couple of days out here weren't so bad, I got to spend some time with Chris, who I haven't seen since April. It felt so good to be in his arms agin too...to feel his lips. Every time I'm near him I fall more and more in love with him..
I got to see my first actor. Keith David, it was pretty cool. I keep forgetting that even though their stars, their still people too. Still.. it was cool to see him in person. I've seen 3 movies since I've been out here. "Planet of the Apes", "Crazy, Stupid Love" and "Horrible Bosses". All of them pretty good. I got to see some new places and try some new food. I know the more I come out here, the more and more I love the food. So much better than what I have back at home.
Other than that, I've mostly been indoors, occasionally going out to get food, but not so much since I'm trying to save this money...
-Sigh- I feel really lonely out here right now. The little brat in me wants to be mad since this is my vacation and he's working, but the more grown up part of me knows that (1) I can't always get my way (2) He needs the job (3) thats just life. I can't let my negative thoughts get the best of me and ruin the time I do have with him right now. I guess alot is getting to me right now. I have one more year of school then I'm out. I still feel as though idk what I want to do. I know I want to do art, but.. idk. I feel like I'm in limbo right now. I still feel lost, but I'm gonna get through it as best as I can.
